I’ve been thinking about how strange the universe works, and how
powerful the mind is when you feed it positive energy. Upon reviewing
some recent journal entries, I found one that is just too amazing not to
think twice about. I wrote it while I was in Caffe Trieste, in North
Beach, feeling very low. I had just quit my job because I wanted to move
to San Francisco. (Also because I had a dream that told me to do so or
that I would never achieve such goal.) After quitting, I called up a
family friend. She said, “Yes, I am driving up to the bay but we have to
leave Wednesday and stay for one week. I can’t do otherwise.” Of course
I’ll take that ride! It was the exact day after my work ended. Perfect.
So I took the chance to go to San Francisco for a week, on a whim,
because I had nothing to lose. I had only to gain a house and a job and
any other experiences awaiting me. I get to the city and by day two I’m
feeling down. Every single person I talked to said, “Yeah, you’re two
years too late. There was abundant housing then. Now it’s all overrun by
start-up tech guys.” I had been sending emails to ads on craigslist
like crazy, only to get responses from complete scams. Perhaps it just
wasn’t meant to be. That’s what led me to be sitting in Caffe Trieste,
day two, completely defeated.
And this is what I wrote:
Sitting in Trieste in a daze caused by lack of sleep. How did San
Francisco—living the dream—drift so far away? It feels nearly impossible
right now, this second, for me to ever be able to move here when I
want, where I want, and do a job that I want. But anything is possible,
right? I can achieve nearly anything that I want…When I was around 16 I
wanted to go to Portland, OR, so I did. In my head everything is logical
and seems easy to achieve. If I want it, I go get it. But now this
conundrum with San Francisco is giving me a headache. I am getting
closer. Quit my job. Feel more confident that things will work out. But
how?? I can’t stand the wait. How do people make it work? I can’t help
but think of my friend, “Just work hard and everything works out.” His
philosophy is partially true. But really, I need a stroke of luck to go
with it. Please. I am waiting.
Moments after this entry I wandered the town, thinking, my feet will
take me to where I need to be. And sure enough, they did. I ended up
walking into a museum/library where they were showcasing a
donation-based exhibit on the history of the Golden Gate bridge. Falling
completely in love with this museum, I purchased a post-card and asked
about volunteer opportunities. Once I explained how I was determined to
move to the city one woman said, Well, do you need a job? We just got an opening.
And that’s where it all started. My negative feelings have since
vanished. I can only accept what the wind brings me and where my mind
leads me. The other day I was sitting in Dolores Park, telling a friend
how determined I was to find some kind of job, preferably one that I
enjoy. That very second the wind blew a fortune to my feet. It read You will soon have the opportunity to improve your finances. And then The Crying of Lot 49 came into my head. Is this coincidence or fate?
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Going Places
I've been slacking lately on keeping up this blog. But, I have the greatest excuse of relocating to a much better city than where I previously resided. So, now that I've settled into things I shall recommence!
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Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Draw a Line
If you are going to try all of the hot spots in San Francisco, you are going to have to wait in line. It's unavoidable. If you want to check out the more 'obscure' foodie destinations, you're still going to have to wait. But if you want something totally off the map that doesn't guarantee a good time, you won't have to wait. You'll then realize why everyone else was waiting in line. Here's an idea: go to the city without any places in mind to eat. Walk around and eye the places with rows of people out the door. Then come back during its downtime or with a reservation.
After waiting an hour and a half for Dim Sum in China Town on Sunday morning, an extra 15 minutes for coffee was a breeze. Pictured above: Blue Bottle coffee outside of the Ferry Building.
After waiting an hour and a half for Dim Sum in China Town on Sunday morning, an extra 15 minutes for coffee was a breeze. Pictured above: Blue Bottle coffee outside of the Ferry Building.
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Promise Land--Part 1
What is it?? It's the start of my San Francisco adventure photo story!!!
Pictured above is the line for ice cream at Humphry Slocombe on a hot, hot day in the Mission district, San Francisco, California, April 21, 2012.
Here's what they offer:
Red-hot banana with Secret Breakfast (= whiskey and cornflakes)
And this is why the city is magical:
(The photo above was take outside of the San Francisco Community Music Center.)
Pictured above is the line for ice cream at Humphry Slocombe on a hot, hot day in the Mission district, San Francisco, California, April 21, 2012.
Here's what they offer:
Red-hot banana with Secret Breakfast (= whiskey and cornflakes)
And this is why the city is magical:
(The photo above was take outside of the San Francisco Community Music Center.)
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Saturday, April 7, 2012
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Summer Yet?
1. Lemonade, pink, must have matching straws and jars to sip out of.
2. Jam jar string lights = outdoors all the time
3. Hammock in the forest with books
5. What more could you want?
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
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